Thursday, April 10, 2008

No kissing

Though its been sudden I really like how things are going. We went out to dinner last night & then went to his friends' apartment in newport beach & watched a trippy movie. Sat on the couch together. It was nice. I got along with his friends, so thats good right? So today he picked me up from work & we went & got some pizza. Watched tv at my house then he brought me back to work & he went to work. It's nice to spend time with someone like him. I think I'm getting past fears I have. I'm not saying that I am completely ready to be in another relationship, I'm definitely taking this slower than what my relationship with Logan was, that was way too fast. I've learned so much from being with Logan for almost 6 months, I'll give him that. I'm happy with the way things are going. I like that there's no kissing or more than shoulder touching while watching a movie, we are not there yet, & I think it will be a bit before we are. For the first time ever, I'm content with that. I've always been one to validate myself with the affection & attention of the opposite sex, & as soon as there was a change in their behavior towards me I questioned myself. Not healthy at all. I hope & pray that I do a better job of guarding my heart this time & allow God to guard my heart more importantly.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

What? How come I've not heard of this mystery man?