Lust

Lately I've been enjoying spending more time alone. I'll sit at home listening to music & reading random articles or picking up a book I put down months ago. (I can't seem to finish any books lately) I like books that I can relate to. & there has only been one book that loved so much I read it multiple times & highlighted the crap out of it's pages. It made me feel a certain way & challenged me to think about love in a different way ( sorry to dissapoint: it's not the Bible I'm talking about ) This novel warped my romantic fantasies of relationships & gave me a raw example of love vs. lust.
In the last few months I've reached high moments when it comes to relationships, & now I'm here in a leveled & comfortable & content place. I love it. I'm not crediting a book for my contentment, but I AM learning from the failures & accomplishments of a fictional character who was afraid of committment. I think it's hilarious.

" If he'd only say, stay... she would offer up her life to him."