Friday, March 28, 2008

I'm not ready.

It is mind blowing that you could go from being with someone for so long& being completely crazy about them, to not being with them at all. One moment you see them everyday & spend every minute with them,&the next you can't even stand to be in the same room with them, the thought of them causes you pain& your memories together become the saddest moments. I miss logan, I miss him a lot. We shared a lot, but im not sad because I want to be with him. Im sad because I know deep down im not over him, because deep down he has a hold on my heart. Im not ready to move on, he is. I have not let go.

Even though a cute & smart guy asked me out today, it didn't feel right. My heart didn't feel right. He has a new girlfriend & I can't even see myself getting to know someone else.

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