I like you

Relationships are so scary to me now. Even the very beginning when there is nothing going on, when youre not fighting about anything & youre just so into each other that all you want to do is be with each other every day.

Yesterday morning we got up real early & made our way down to San Diego with his friend Cameron. the Red Bull Air Races were going on & we spent the day in Downtown. this whole time I was having such a great time. So last night when we went back to his house we were watching tv, but not really because we were just looking at each other & letting out sighs. I thought it was a perfect moment to tell him that I liked him. just moments before he had told me that he liked me, so I responded " you know, I like you" & we kept it simple. I sat there & let it sink in, I had just taken a step forward. I love the way he responded, he just smiled & kissed me on my nose, then we finished watching tv.

It's still scary to me, but I feel as though I'm almost enjoying the fear of this relationship. Who cares if it doesnt work out, or if I change my mind about him, or if he changes his mind about me. I like him now.